Hm, I think things would be complicated anyway. None of us have had simple lives, even before we got here.
A part of me wishes I was more like Luke when it comes to Anakin. Our mother is infinitely easier. But my heart still tells me every day that my father was Bail Organa. It's...
[She laughs sadly.]
I find myself, even six years later, wanting his approval for things. Would he agree with the way the provisional council is handling new planets joining? Am I doing the right thing in supporting the re-establishment of the Rogue Squadron? Would he like you?
But...I never ask myself anything about Anakin's hopes, desires, dreams. I think I'm afraid to do it.
And yet, I want to know him better at the same time.
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A part of me wishes I was more like Luke when it comes to Anakin. Our mother is infinitely easier. But my heart still tells me every day that my father was Bail Organa. It's...
[She laughs sadly.]
I find myself, even six years later, wanting his approval for things. Would he agree with the way the provisional council is handling new planets joining? Am I doing the right thing in supporting the re-establishment of the Rogue Squadron? Would he like you?
But...I never ask myself anything about Anakin's hopes, desires, dreams. I think I'm afraid to do it.
And yet, I want to know him better at the same time.
It's all extremely mixed up.